[Allen is much less accustomed to kissing, but he's thankful for the easing into it. it gives him time to try to sort out his own feelings--by which I mean he gradually starts to lose composure, leaning into the kiss more insistently. needy would probably be more accurate.

it goes back to that almost desperate loneliness and want for affection, leaving him shaken while his mind screams what a bad idea this is sure to be. someone is definitely going to get hurt or, worse, heartbroken in the end.

he only pulls back to get air, Rin's name quick to come to his tongue as he smiles like he wants to cry again.

you know.

the good kind of cry.]