[said heart is going like a million miles a minute at this point because actually, it's not so great to know he has such an obvious tell? but also... also Rin means it sincerely.

and the thing about him caring even for the jerks and assholes--isn't that something to be scolded for also??? his bafflement just isn't getting cleared up at all, though his cheeks heat with knowing how Rin intends it all.]

I... i-it's not like I don't hold things against jerks and assholes...!