[ It's nice to take a breather and take a step back for a moment too, even if it takes too long her mind will go into overdrive and she'll probably think Too Much about what kind of attitude she should be having here.
If anything, it feels more true to herself to be here with Rin like this--no matter the form of it--than it does to be playing pretend in a castle as she dies inside day by day. It isn't that she doesn't care either, of course not, but there are things in her life she's been deprived of that status and money can't give. Friendship. Affection. Love of some form or other.
She can't know if Rin's just too caught up in the moment and didn't mean for it to ever go this far as it stands right now, but it's a risk she's willing to follow through with. Her hands settle on his back, sliding up and down in encouraging patterns as she kisses him back. It's nice and slow at the start, but as it heats up she finds her spine is starting to lean up to press into him. ]
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Date: 2018-03-09 02:36 am (UTC)If anything, it feels more true to herself to be here with Rin like this--no matter the form of it--than it does to be playing pretend in a castle as she dies inside day by day. It isn't that she doesn't care either, of course not, but there are things in her life she's been deprived of that status and money can't give. Friendship. Affection. Love of some form or other.
She can't know if Rin's just too caught up in the moment and didn't mean for it to ever go this far as it stands right now, but it's a risk she's willing to follow through with. Her hands settle on his back, sliding up and down in encouraging patterns as she kisses him back. It's nice and slow at the start, but as it heats up she finds her spine is starting to lean up to press into him. ]