[ If anything, if she goes home after all of this... isn't it the closest she will get to actually being with someone she cares about rather than someone she's told to marry for her country's relations? It's that kind of mentality that cements it, that she's with someone she likes a lot, that she chose to do this with... that makes it feel like she's being completed, so to speak. ]
I... [ Only now she's embarrassed for saying it as well now his head is dropping to her shoulder. ] Was that too much?
[ Rather than worrying about it this time (she can't see his face to see how red he got anymore, but she can feel the heat from his skin) she instead shifts with him, trying to make this more comfortable for them both. When he actually starts shifting his hips slightly, rocking into her with shallow movements that make her breath catch, she gasps into his ear. ]
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I... [ Only now she's embarrassed for saying it as well now his head is dropping to her shoulder. ] Was that too much?
[ Rather than worrying about it this time (she can't see his face to see how red he got anymore, but she can feel the heat from his skin) she instead shifts with him, trying to make this more comfortable for them both. When he actually starts shifting his hips slightly, rocking into her with shallow movements that make her breath catch, she gasps into his ear. ]